You have missed the entire point of this
And I can cry, but I can't tell you what it is
I cannot speak in tears!
I have been too many people to your face
Lied in many ways
I have hid my soul from your gaze
From fear, from shame
I have taken up the place
Of someone you could've loved
In more than little ways
Have spent too many days,
With your name on my tongue, on my brain
With your lips on my lips, my hands in your hair
Your arm on my waist,
To stare, at the back of your neck
and hope to freeze time,
Or wait for it to freeze me,
I have wondered many times
If I can ever feel the way I felt
smoking three cigarettes
before I met you for the very first time,
Trying to catch those butterflies
When they've long died,
I have dreamt so many dreams
About you hating me
And holding me
Where you're completely holy
And I am so insane,
Oh and I have wandered into rain
And so you say, I wish for pain
I did not chose this unrequited love that came to me,
But of all the pains that I could reap
come none as sweet
And so I wait for it to freeze me.
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