The Invisible Blackness That Sucks us in at Dark,

I’m feeling vulnerable

I could break like a twig,

Snap in the wind

Blow away, fly high until I reach the dust

Particles

And feel myself become one with it,

With nothing,

With god,

With the invisible blackness that sucks us in at dark,

When our lids close to dream and drown in images, colours, sex, pain,

Wishes,

I wish you would come and kiss me goodnight for all time,

Or maybe just one more time

I would like to sink in that place,

More than any other

Nestle in that moment and die there,

To beg, cry, howl, shake and moan

Or just sit,

In my room all alone